I look forward to writing my blog every week. It is very therapeutic for me (and also helps me to stay on track with my lifestyle change). Today, however, I am only allowing myself a few minutes to jump on and post a short update. I have been working on my dissertation all week which is why I look like the twin of this poor fellow on the right. Finally, I am about to finish a very long (hard, inhumane, mind-numbing) portion of the "paper" (lets call it what it is..... a book) which will allow me to progress to the next phase. Therefore I am spending all my free time trying to get it done!

Also, as if I wasn't being tortured enough, I weighed and I had a bit of a gain (0.4 pounds). Great. That is just the slimy cherry on the moldy cake called life (I know ... I'm just a ray of sunshine today). I exercised really hard this past week so am not sure what happened with that (surely all that kickboxing pain wasn't for nothing). I thought I ate good all week, but didn't keep my food journal since I was so busy. For all I know I really ate enough food to feed a small village and was just in denial about it. *Sigh* The way I see it I have a few options:
1) quit working on the dissertation so I can focus all my attention on weight loss (just joking..... I think.... can't really remember why I wanted to be a "doctor" in the first place)
2) make up an excuse to make me feel better about the gain like "I'm just retaining water" (yeah and steak, and pizza), or "I'm building muscle" (right alongside the new fat cells), or "my scale is probably not working right" (my wii fit groaned when I got on and hollered out "that's obese" like it always does) , or my personal favorite "I tried something new which is just as good as losing weight" (what the hell ever).
3) or I can work the entire program like I know I should. Drink lots of water, journal all my food and exercise hard 4-5 days this week so I can see good results. Crap. Number 3 here I come.